A long lost post !

WRITING IS A SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE FORM OF SCHIZOPHRENIA – E L DOCTOROW

A pretty positive statement that would motivate any amateurs !!
Anyways.. talking about something i really wanted to talk about for a long time.. I really hate most of the supplements that a certain newspaper offers because I don’t think that it gives any information that a common Indian citizen would know or want to know about. Yes, there could be people who might relentlessly follow whatever comes in as a breather of fresh air to their knowledge ( about ?? Lesbians, transvestites, or homosexuals around the world..! What on earth …!!! ) I am not against any of those people but with due respect I’d like to state that instead of helping create a goddamn awareness about their rights and their lifestyle, this particular newspaper publishes oodles of irrelevant pictures with some crap written about it. I still wonder… what on earth !!

Its 4 o clock and dark like hell when I am writing this, I am also very much aware of the fact that I haven’t had my lunch, that I am hungry , that I have a pretty bad head ache probably because I didn’t eat.. but still I just don’t feel like eating… I mean that’s such a laborious task ! seriously, my aim of crossing a 45 KG is a distant dream..if I go like this…

Its about to rain, I could see the coconut trees dancing on the state of its imbalance… the palm leaves wavering…. The sound of thunder ! Magestic !! Raindrops on the dried up leaves … romance on the hair on your skin,Its amazing, they just completely go vertical! And when you listen to the music of sleep away and maid with the flaxen hair…. Especially sleep away I must say… it becomes all the more beautiful!

A really close friend of mine calls me up and we talk for about an hour.. He asks me about my internship.. like, whats the latest update. He has been seeing the pretty screwed up situation that I've been facing since last two weeks.. He calls me up most of the days from his office and enquires. And I have lots of complaints. Today he calls me up and I told him that I am seriously sick of people asking me the same question over and over again! The call got cut in between because there was a range problem ( why.. why god why ??!! Aren’t there enough towers !! ) He calls me up again and then when he talked, he had changed the subject already.. he was asking me, which movie is on asianet and surya? I said I don’t know and laughed.. he said why don’t you give some importance to those things (like mohanlal and mammotty movies on channels) instead of dwelling in the insecurities of not getting an internship confirmed…? I understood that he was trying to kind of console me and all… but I was in no mood to get consoled! Although I listened… He talked about living a hippie life and all… God… a hippie life … and who’s saying that ? A guy who doesn’t drink, smoke, doesn’t have a girl friend, has a well paid job at a reputed software firm.. ! Very interesting ! Irony of life!

Thats all for now !


PS: This was written a long time back when I was sitting at home confused ! And I hate not having WI FI at home.. I like DC better.. I could write anytime anywhere !