Tuesday, October 11, 2005

LIFE IS JUST HUMMING...........

Life is like a humming these days...everything's going as it should go.......im feeling pleasant....i alwayz do....today morning, i went to college....met sharmila at warje...she told i've become very beautiful...and dat she's gonna propose me...i laughed it off.....i left for college after having a brief talk with her...the ride was free....the jeep wala i know from my first year, is very keen on dropping me to college right in time...so off he went along with some woman workers who were also heading for my college.... one of them sitting in the front seat was so beautiful...she was cracking some jokes along with other women and laughing....i too laughed....but more than dat...i was watching her...she looked so serene....her smile was so sweet....she wore kajal in her eyes....
and even though all these women were maharashtrian worker women , they were speaking hindi quiet well...which is rare.......

Anywayz...i reached college at 9.30...the jeep wala refused to take money from me.i compelled him..but was of no use......In the canteen preety was waiting for me.....wasim, sanjana n abhi were also there.....abhi left after a few minutes... I ate wada pav after a very long time.....
and it was so tasty just like before.......rajeev and sourabh came........but with a bad news......again there was a big fight in the hostel...and David ( third year student and a hostelite ) was beaten up by all the second year boys in the hostel.... prithvi in our class now has got a scar on his forehead...!! David complained..and all the boys... including sourabh , abdul, anoop n shakeel ( who came to the hostel at night to figure out the fight and help solve the problem ) were all dismissed...!! Our princi asked them for a written apology letter...or else..they are all toast...!! But they dont mind at all...!! they say " kya karlega woh...?? dekthe hai..!!" I dont understand..why these boys fight without any reason....!! Yeah its true dat there is a reason behind...there will be...but for something so petty n silly.......i dont understand......well lets leave dat matter aside......
Ira came to college.....we didnt talk much..then she left....dats it...
And surprisingly manoj came today....was happy to see him after a long time...asked abt surya and he told dat again he's sick, becoz of the bad water in Wadgaon...i took a small paper from my book and wrote a letter to surya...and told manoj to give it to him....manoj was still sitting there in the canteen when preety and i left.....
Tommorrow again i'll go to college....has to teach preety....after dat..i'll not go.....i called shweta to her home as she called to my home when i was in the college.....her sir has returned back from Germany...and he told dat he has got a new friend...but an Email friend... (ME ..!! )
dats all......my head is aching......i dunno why.....after a long time.....i think my best friend migraine is back with a bang........!!! i think i'll have to sleep for some time.......or take tablet....
anywayz.......i guess dis is all for today.........

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Was it Magic or a Trance........??

just now i woke up from bed...coz i cudnt resist my temptation to write.........i was supposed to stop dis blogging for a while...as my examz are nearing....but still....
its unbearable...i ought to write......so......wotz it abt the title.....
yeah.......
I FEEL IT IN MY FINGERS...I FEEL IT IN MY TOES...
LUV IS ALL AROUND ME... AND SO THE FEELING GROWS....
ITS WRITTEN ON THE WIND...ITS EVERYWHERE I GO....
SO IF U REALLY LUV ME...COME ON AND LET IT SHOW...

i saw a dream last night.......abhinay ( abhi ) was there...i dont remember wot i saw exactly........but the dream..was so pleasant...so loving..so heavenly...i dunno...i wanted to see him after going to college....i left from home to college..i was weak...and felt dizzy...but some how managed.......
reached college ..was happy to see manoj and surya...the first question i asked them was " is abhi there in the canteen...?? " they said yes...i was so excited....
went to the canteen...there he was sitting , with wasim , sanjana and saurabh....
I went from behind....covered his eyes.....he grasped my hand...but he cudnt get who i was...( may be becoz it was unexpected....) So...i whispered in his ear...." Ur sweet heart..." he then understood...." aah...indu...." It was just wonderful....
i told him and everyone..dat i saw dream..and he was in it...everyone was laughing...including him...he was smiling becoz of wot i said or out of embarressment ..i dunno....but he was...as alwayz...giving dat cute smile...which i like abt him the most.....He gave me his tea...i said no..but he compelled..i took and drank......and so..it went and went...the feeling.......i cant explain wot it was....
it remained in me while i was in canteen...while i was in the college...but after leaving for home also...that feeling clung to me.....something like a trance........
i dunno..... i thought that i've gone MAD....!! i thought " may be the dose for my fever got too much side effects...!! " it went on and on.........until after i slept in the afternoon and got up at 5.30 pm...and had tea...and relaxed.....I think, i became my normal self at that time only........until then....my whole day was in a MAGIC........or A TRANCE............i dunno.......but it was a pleasant and unforgettable experience.....which i'll cherish forver.......