Advaita, Hmmm.... she was concieved in my dreams... Long back... i dont remember which morning i woke up with dis startling dream of mine...
probably i must have seen dis dream when i was living in my illusionary world, back in Pune.. well i saw, in my dream, the dark and narrow lanes which lead to my eight standard in Arya central school.. i saw my friend.. Hmm... well i dont know whether i can call her my friend...coz we weren't really close.. but we used to talk now and then... she was a calm girl... a serenity always prevailed in her....simple in looks... she always used to have a mark of bhasma on her forehead... i quite liked it back then....
Ah ! so, about the dream... i saw Advaita in my dream at a time when she nowhere existed in my world.... I was astound after the dream..
I actually didnt know why i saw her... and i actually dont know why i took a decision to call my daughter Advaita dat morning !!
After a few years i came across an article in the newspaper... something about spirituality and all....
and i read what Advaita meant for the first time...Advaita was a concept which i had admired or liked for a very long time... Advaita means 'Oneness' being one with all... Now it all made sense....
And since then im loving Advaita even before she is born... Lucky her..
which mother would have actually started loving her daughter way....before...she could actually be conceptualised??!!!
Anyways.. I've been waiting for her since then...
Coz she's Advaita, my child, Unborn.. but still loved....
