Monday, October 19, 2015

The monster with the heart of a butterfly.

Just a day back I had these words echo in my mind at night, just like that, out of the Blue and it said "You you monster with the heart of a butterfly... I fucking love you !!!! " And I just wrote these words in KEEP in my mobile phone because I liked it. Today evening, a friend of mine sends me this picture of a butterfly that he clicked from his office and he says "I am this now". I am like WTF. What a coincidence. But I didn't tell him my little story. Instead I told him how beautiful this picture was. :) I like this picture a lot.

So long....

So long with all those unwritten posts.. The words that hung in my bedroom, those that got drenched in the rain outside, the ones I lost to my dreams, the ones I messed up in my head.. that which trembled beneath my pain and sufferings, those that I had long forgotten.. the ones I wrote in a notebook, them which I never recalled, never owned and never wrote down.. But today with great effort I'm here to write in my once favorite place... When I check my dashboard I see more 'untitled posts' in the recent years than 'titled' ones. This can be completely blamed on my laziness. The fact that I like to write in the air above me and below the ceiling fan with my magic wand at night seems more comfortable than switching on a laptop, signing in and writing. SERIOUSLY. Only LAZINESS. And also the fact that I am sometimes not a very determined or persuasive lady. Dreamy, not ambitious. May be these are the reasons to have not touched my blog since a very long time. 27 November 2012 to 19 October 2015 is a long gap. I enjoy writing but I lack the effort. Anyways, I hope I will start writing again like in my college days. Love and peace to all those out there!