Ahh.. 11.25 pm, in a few minutes its new year... 2010.. whats so new about new year ? Years back it meant something... now why do i feel this way.... Am i 80 years old or something... 'everyday is just the same day for me' kinda feeling..... Happy to have talked to sandeepettan... loved it when he screamed chekka and greeted me... ! Can't digest when he talks with a heavy British accent though...! Wish we could meet again and spent some quality time..
What are my new year plans? Nothing special... i'd just love to shut from the system and go for a peaceful sleep... no music, no party, no tv - not at all! , no friends , no family !
Or i wish i was alone and camping on top of a mountain looking across a beautiful city .. just like Alexander Supertramp.. . and see the city welcoming the new dawn.. that would have been beautiful...
Watched Avatar with family, didn't find it so good ! It was visually aesthetic ! Thats all i could feel !
The most amazing thing that happened today was holding Vrinda's baby... it was a wonderful feeling... such a tiny being.. what i liked about him was his inquisitiveness like expression... keeping quite... watching things... listening to a language alien to him and nodding his head as if he could understand... Couldn't take my eyes off him.. didn't want to !
When does Athena want a baby ? At the age of 19.....
When did i want a baby? At the age of 17... :) lol.. just 2 yrs earlier than Athena....! But i haven't met my cahit yet !
Feeling too too sleepy.. because i saw 4 am today after many years... was at arunchettan's home, ernakulam! And its such a nice feeling when you get to know that people have an idea about your tastes.. ! I was so happy to see the 'Arundhati made' puttu and kadala on the table along with a glass of kattan chaaya when i reached their home on 30th morning....
And today valyamma wakes up at 4 am to make puttu !!! And i had puttu and pazham at 4 30.... amazing feeling ! The rest of the day i had no rest...!! So, totally tired... wanna sleep but we've got to cut the chocolate cake that we bought from ambrosia.... after that.... just SHUT DOWN ! :) Go to a deeeep sleeeep !
I wish i find something new in this so called new year ! i dont wanna make any unnecessary resolutions or decisions of doing something , being somebody better or so ! That would be a big joke !! Especially when i'm on the other end of the decision making thread ! lol.....
Happy new year to all those who are looking forward to a beautiful beginning.... :)
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